1. |
Another Bender
02:07
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Hunched over
The bathroom sink
Line it all up
Make it neat
Chop chop chop
Let’s get high
Let’s make a day
Out of this night
Up until
11 am
I can’t wait
To do it all again
Cocaine going
Up my nose
Where did all
Of it go
Stimulant abuse is so much fucking fun and good for you
I would like to do some more and share the rest I have with you
We could have so much fun and we will become best friends
Times like these are what I need
I hope it never ends
Oh shit dude, where’s my shit? Fuck man… I think I did it all last night. What the fuck? I’m so screwed…
Running out again, time to get another bag
Sobriety, what a fucking drag
Feeling weak
Pulled back skin on my teeth
Jaw won’t close right
Nostrils closed tight
I can’t take my dog outside
Without getting high
This isn’t quite what I wanted
From my fucking life
I’ve developed a physical dependence to fun white powder
I think I have depleted all my fucking power
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2. |
Kill Your Psychiatrist
01:34
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Sitting in your chair
Figure out what’s wrong with me
Splitting hairs, blank stare
Diagnosis — fucking bleak
Just another case
One of many you see every day
I’m in pain, can’t you see?
You’re just looking down on me
Neurotic
Psychotic
Strangle you
Autoerotic
Asphyxiate
Hydrate
Take you
And drown you in the lake
5150
72 hour hold
Diagnosed
At 15 years old
Shove pills
Down your throat
From my script
That you fucking wrote
Tell me what my symptoms mean
Pathologize me
Protect society from me
Dehumanize me
Contain
Constrain
Put me in
Restraints
Pacify
Sedate
Crucify
My mental state
You get paid
I fade
I’m fucking
Tranquilized
I’m ready
To be
Fucking
Euthanized
Time to be honest with you
I’ve come up with a plan
I brought a gun to our session
To shoot you right where you stand
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3. |
Make Total Destroy
01:30
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No future, no solutions
Burn institutions
Fire to the prisons
Kill politicians
No law
No order
No nations
No borders
None above me
I above none
No morality
No job to be done
Talk to cops in a language they understand
The only red tape we need is to silence their screams and bind their hands
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Hand it over
Hand it over
Hand it over
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Garbage ideology
You are nothing to me
You want extinction
You’re just a secretion
Grind you to a pulp
Your life’s work, a fucking joke
You want to eliminate
It’s time to meet your fucking fate
Gender critical feminists
Fed through the fucking meat grinder
At the hands of those you claim to
Speak for and fucking protect
Dworkinite losers
Transsexual empire readers
Solanas enjoyers
Encased in plastic sacs
Turn you in to sausage
How’s that for phallic
Academic bullshit
Institutional oppression
You get claws everywhere you can
How’s it feel to be where the rest of us stand
You can’t write a fucking book or
A stupid blog post anymore
No one can hear anything you
Say or do now you’re my fucking dinner
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6. |
Contagion
01:08
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Spread
Amass In aggregate
Injection
Estrogen Infection
Through the internet
We multiply
What are you
So afraid of
Your children will be just like us
We’re exactly what you think we are
We thrive on your disgust
A viral network
Mind control insurgency
Shitposter supremacy
Pronouns changed to it and she
Therian
Insurrection
To be inhuman
Gives her an erection
Trannies taking over
To destroy society
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You said you were in love
I said it back
It’s hard to believe
I fell for your trap
Your contempt for me
Sank into my bones
Fell out of my bloodstream
Soaking my clothes
Can you even love
What you obviously hate
In every glance
In every touch
In the way you speak
In the way you fuck
You showed me desire
You showed me want
You asked me for pain
You opened your cunt
You let me in
Like I opened the door
But outside of bed
I was your whore
You played your games
I didn’t consent
You’d probably say
That’s not what you meant
I know your lies
I smell it on you
I see your eyes
You were out for blood
You look at me
Like a starving wolf
Desperate to rape
And swallow my soul
You’re not clever
You’re not unique
You don’t care
Clouded by your twisted desire
We know when this is happening
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Autogrindephile Chicago, Illinois
Autogynephilic Sonic Terror. 707 blastbeats and HM-2 powered riff destruction. Dedicated to fucked up trannies everywhere.
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